I guess in all the hullabaloo when I was a kid about following your dreams, there wasn't a lot of emphasis on the work it might take to do that. And in being encouraged to change the world, there wasn't a lot of talk about how hard changing things is.
Which is to say, I'm a wee bit tired today. I'd like to own that and welcome anyone else to own that feeling too, if you're having it. My email inbox at work and at home are making me not want to open my eyes. My working to assume the best about everything and everyone is starting to feel contrived. My fantasy that I am up for doing anything anytime is clearly untrue. My thought that I know my patterns well enough to be able to concoct the "perfect" routine was mistaken.
This is hard.
That is all.
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